So don’t you go away. I know without your love, I’ll never find my way back home, I’ll never find my way back home.
No, no,
I’ll never find my way back home,
No, no,
I’ll never find my way back home.
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It’s weird to think that people got married when they were 13 or 14 back in the day and that was normal. Most of the people in their 20’s that I know seem to be so uncertain and unhappy with their relationships, yet they claim that they will be happy with that person forever. I never felt like the person I have dated would actually be the person I would marry; it was just a lie I liked to believe because it was comfortable. It is so peculiar and annoying that people complain so much about their relationships but they won’t actually do anything about it because they’re afraid, they’re comfortable. I now know I will never make any sort of long term commitment in my head to someone, because chances are it won’t end up being what I thought it was. Not to say I will never find someone who I will want to marry and love for the rest of my life. It’s just that I think most people are more in love with the idea of love. If someday someone tells me they want to marry me, I know I won’t believe it just based on an idea. The cliche phrase ‘actions are greater than words’ cannot be more true when it comes to love. Love shouldn’t just be an idea, shouldn’t just be saying; it needs to be lived out with every breath. Love can start as an idea, but if it ends there you know you are in trouble. Make sure you don’t tell someone you love them just because you want to love.
End of rant. I should re-read this once in a while.
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I think it’s strange that bugs are so attracted to light. I’ve been pondering this through all of my classes. What is it about the light that draws them so intensely and passionately to the point of potentially dying? (I’m sure there’s a scientific reason but we can just ignore that). Then in my bible study, I read seven ways that Jesus describes himself in John’s gospel. “I am the Light” is one. I want to be a bug. I want to live my life drawn to the Light.
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I just
want to go to the rec and work out until i die. so i’m going to go do that now.
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I feel like my life is always on hold for something. But I haven’t quite figured out what it is yet. Maybe that’s the point.
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